Suddenly feel want to spread all my feelings in english ....

It's all about today .

As usual , i went to school by bus .
Reached school at 9 am and my class was at 9.30 am .
Since there were still students inside the class , so i decided to wait outside the class with Ren Jian .


After a blink of an eye , all of the students inside the class came out
Then Ren Jian and I ran quickly to the class to find our seats
After awhile , the class started .
It was a boring class and i'm very sleepy , but i managed to overcome it
And finally , the class was over at 11 am
It was quite happy actually but unfortunately my next class was at 11 am too !!
Anyway , i still have to attend for the class
For the attendance , for my result . Ya , i stepped into the class .

Yeah ! It was an intresting class since our tutor was Mr . Joe , a funny tutor ! Ha !
My next class after Mr . Joe's class was at 4 pm , imagine how i passed the time in school ? Ha !
After Mr. Joe's class , Ren Jian and I walked to canteen with a starving face . Hahaha
Ren Jian and I ordered a plate of economic rice
Then we quickly find our seats and take our so-called ' Brunch ' ( The short form of Breakfast and Lunch ) Haha !

After that , Ren Jian and I went to reading room
When we reached infront of the reading room , we found that the door was locked up
Both the reading rooms were locked up too !!
Oh god ! We have to sit beside the corridor ....
While waiting the time pass , i took my earphone out and start listening to songs .
I tried to close my eyes and when i already almost fell asleep
Ren Jian suddenly wake me up and asked me whether want to join Elene's Sociology class or not
Since we were nothing to do , we went to join her class .
When we reached there , we only found that there were no place for us
Oh god ! We will have to go back to the corridor again .
While walking back to the corridor , i saw you and your friend walk towards our direction
Don't know why , i just acted like nothing and tried to see other people but not you
Is it shy ? No . Is it scare ? No .
I think its the combination of both .
Shy ? I don't know why . Scare ? Maybe scare of how the way you looked at me .
I cant stopped myself from looking at you but when i looked at you
You just nooded with Ren Jian but not me
You just turned your head away
I'm just like in ' Why ? ' situation
Why you just can't nod with me ?

Reached the corridor
Took out my earphone
Listening to songs
Looking at the corridor
I start thinking of something that i shouldn't think of ...
I started imagined that if i got a time machine , am i able to go back to the pass ?
The pass that everything was fine , was good enough
Good enough for me and you .
You were good with me last time
Although it was not very good
But it still statisfied me
You were still willing to Sms , Msn with me
Even when you met me in school
You will smile with me
But not for now
Everything was gone
Gone for awhile ? Forever ?
I don't know
You're hard to predict
I really want to know what you are thinking of .
Shit , maybe i fell too deep
I promised myself don't ever fall for anyone anymore , for this deep
I admit , i broke my promise
Ha ! Such an useless me !




Still remember where is this ?





The corridor
The corridor that i talked to you for the first time .
The corridor that i would never forget .



* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11/10/2009 11:47:00 PM